I seem..

to have cease to exist in cyberspace. How interesting, no more digital baths, pardon me i'll never be the same again

crestfallen

Who am I to need you when I'm down
Where are you when I need you around
Your life is not your own

And all I ask you
Is for another chance
Another way around you
To live by circumstance, once again

Who am I to need you now
To ask you why to tell you no
To deserve your love and sympathy
You were never meant to belong to me

And you may go, but I know you won't leave
Too many years built into memories
Your life is not your own

Who am I to need you now
To ask you why to tell you no
To deserve your love and sympathy
You were never meant to belong to me

Who am I to you?
Along the way
I lost my faith

And as you were, you'll be again
To mold like clay, to break like dirt
To tear me uo in your sympathy
You were never meant to belong to me
You were never meant to belong to me
You were never meant to belong to me

Who am I?

fine again

It seems like every day’s the same
and I’m left to discover on my own
It seems like everything is gray
and there’s no color to behold
They say it’s over and I’m fine again, yeah
Try to stay sober feels like I’m dying here

And I am aware now of how
everything’s gonna be fine one day
Too late, I’m in hell I am prepared now,
seems everyone’s gonna be fine
One day too late, just as well

I feel the dream in me expire
and there’s no one left to blame it on
I hear you label me a liar
‘cause I can’t seem to get this through
You say it’s over, I can sigh again, yeah
Why try to stay sober when I’m dying here

And I am aware now of how
everything’s gonna be fine one day
Too late, I’m in hell
I am prepared now,
seems everyone’s gonna be fine
One day too late; just as well

And I’m not scared now.
I must assure you,
you’re never gonna get away
And I’m not scared now.
And I’m not scared now. No…

I am aware now of how
everything’s gonna be fine one day
Too late, I’m in hell
I am prepared now
seems everyone’s gonna be fine
One day too late, just as well
I am prepared now,
seems everything’s gonna be fine for me
For me; for myself.
For me, for me, for myself
For me, for me, for myself


words by - Seether

another late night

enchanting, melodic of both low and high tempo mix of zero 7's fav songs by artists we never knew existed. love this album it's like a long journey of acoustic adventure the 1st track links right into the 2nd and so on so forth it never feels like the song ever changed it seems like just one long song.=]] i don't believe its possible to find this album here so yeah in this case i'd say download it cause it's brilliant.

i just found out this is just one of a series of mixes by famos artists or bands of their fav songs called Late Night Tales so we know what inspires them and stuff, cool. Ill check out what other artists i listen to has done a Late Night Tales mix too =D

no ordinary love.

currently listening to: Deftones

Sigh, I'm at it once again. Actually it's gettin worst this time I went to bed at 11 something and woke up at 3, idiotic. So all I've resorted to doing now is loop this Deftones song i seem to be addicted to lately, 'No ordinary love' and Smashing Pumpkin's Mayonnaise. Contrarily to what you might think, no this post won't involve anything to do with love or at least me and what I have to say about love, despite of the title.

What's making things worst is my Live Messenger seemed to have really fucked up, it keeps crashing, why can't i bloody sleep through the night like a normal person.This is stupid, hungry with nothing to eat, bored with nothing to do and lonely with no company, bravo. Ahh but I'd argue too that the silence of the night has always been my best company along with my thoughts and my songs, but I'd really much rather be asleep now.

Hmm I guess I'll just try to fix my bloody Live Messenger and watch a Movie or 2 and hopefully i'll be sleepy by then. Great its 4.30 now it'd be sunrise by the time I sleep i reckon. This is getting old, ranting about not being able to sleep for the 3rd night in a row.

lazysaturdays

currently listening to: Cinematic Orchestra

I hate saturdays with no purpose, it's like traveling on an unknown highway, so long and draggy with no directions and unknown destinations. As a matter of fact just writing about it is stupid i feel.

So i'm gonna find something to do now, probably gonna grab a bite first off. Owh i've added a music player to my blog which i've not done in a long long time, I used to have it to share what I'm listening to, after all music is for sharing right, then i got tired of it and then now i'm back at it again. It's currently playing Channel One Suite by Cinematic Orchestra(i actually listen to the zero 7 remix of it, this is the original i cant find the zero 7 one online,but it's just as good anyways, awsome song) just in case you're wondering =B

taintedlove

Sometimes I feel I've got to
Run away I've got to
Get away
From the pain that you drive into the heart of me
The love we share
Seems to go nowhere
I've lost my lights
I toss and turn I can't sleep at night

Once I ran to you (I ran)
Now I'll run from you
This tainted love you've given
I give you all a boy could give you
Take my tears and that's not nearly all
Tainted love
Tainted love

Now I know I've got to
Run away I've got to
Get away
You don't really want any more from me
To make things right
You need someone to hold you tight
You think love is to pray
I'm sorry I don't pray that way

Once I ran to you (I ran)
Now I'll run from you
This tainted love you've given
I give you all a boy could give you
Take my tears and that's not nearly all
Tainted love
Tainted love

Don't touch me please
I cannot stand the way you tease
I love you though you hurt me so
Now I'm going to pack my things and go
Touch me baby, tainted love
Touch me baby, tainted love
Touch me baby, tainted love

Once I ran to you (I ran)
Now I'll run from you
This tainted love you've given
I give you all a boy could give you
Take my tears and that's not nearly all
Tainted love
Tainted love
Tainted love