quiet

I'll be the bumble bee behind you baby.
I'll tear up everything inside you, well yeah.
And it stings, and it stings
Sun shines through your openings.
I'll tear up everything inside you.

Hold up, don't say what I think you're gonna say.
Take your time cause I can wait.
It's all on you and I'm not sane.

And if you see my girl could you bring her to me?
She don't like a life with a rock n' roll singer, well yeah.
But we'll spend the rest of our lives in happiness.
I'll wrap this ring around her finger.

Hold up, don't say what I think you're gonna say.
Take your time cause I can wait.
It's all on you and I'm not sane.
You won't see what you mean to me
And you don't feel that you're everything.
For now I'll live with you
Quiet, quiet.

You don't see what you mean to me.
You don't feel like you're everything.
You can take all the time you need.
I hold my breath but I have to breathe.

Hold up, don't say
Hold up, don't say
Hold up, don't say what I think you're gonna say.
Take your time cause I can wait.
It's all on you and I'm not sane.
You won't see what you mean to me
And you don't feel that you're everything.
For now I live with you
Quiet.
Quiet.

words by - Alien Ant Farm

perfect

I know we're just like old friends
We just can't pretend
That lovers make amends
We are reasons so unreal
We can't help but feel that something has been lost

But please you know you're just like me
Next time I promise we'll be
Perfect
Perfect
Perfect strangers down the line
Lovers out of time
Memories unwind

So far I still know who you are
But now I wonder who I was...

Angel, you know it's not the end
We'll always be good friends
The letters have been sent on

So please, you always were so free
You'll see, I promise we'll be
Perfect
Perfect strangers when we meet
Strangers on the street
Lovers while we sleep

Perfect
You know this has to be
We always we're so free
We promised that we'd be
Perfect
words by -Smashing Pumpkins

when brush meets aerosol

if given an hour to draw or paint what can we normally do? barely a figure sketch or a landscape painting? if given and hour to Alex Pardee and friends this is what they can do


Alex Pardee has stupid insane brush control, while the ither dudes paint with an aerosol can as tho it was a brush i have no idea how the achieve the super thin lines with an aerosol can. Whats cool about this is they work on each others painting and it all still blends in as tho only one person did it all in the end. Here's how they did it.

big machine

Ecstasy is all you need
Living in the big machine
Oh you're so vain
Now your world is way too fast
Nothing's real and nothing lasts
And I'm aware
I'm in love but you don't care

Turn your anger into lust
I'm still here but you don't trust at all
And I'll be waiting
Love and sex and loneliness
Take what's yours and leave the rest
So I'll survive
God it's good to be alive

I'm torn in pieces
I'm blind and waiting for you
My heart is reeling
I'm blind and waiting for you

Still in love with all your sins
Where you stop and I begin
And I'll be waiting
Living like a house on fire
What you fear is your desire
It's hard to deal
I still love the way you feel

Now this angry little girl
Drowning in this petty world
And I'm who you run to
Swallow all your bitter pills
That's what makes you beautiful
You're all or not
I don't need what you ain't got

I'm torn in pieces
I'm blind and waiting for you
My heart is reeling
I'm blind and waiting for you

words by - goo goo dolls

more subtle then some thing someone contrives

I'm not a big fan of these chain things but okay i'll play along this time.


RULES:
1. The tag victim has to come up with 8 different points about his/her perfect lover.
2. Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.
3. Tag eight other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.
4. If you are tagged the second time, there is NO need to do this again.
5. Lastly, and most importantly, HAVE FUN DOING IT.

so thank you for being that kind of girl.

1. someone as much as a lover is a best friend as well. because we're most comfortable at times with a best friend, if she's both then she's all i need.

2.someone with great sense of humor and a stomach for idiotic sarcasm. just so we'd still have a good laugh even when one of the shitty days turn up and when not everything is sunshine and rainbows.

3.someone thats full of randomness that never fails to surprise , so she'll always make me smile or take my breath away when i least expect.

4.someone honest and real, because ppl are so full of shit these days you never know if ppl are who they say they are anymore.

5.someone with great taste for art, food , music , movies , books, and we shall spend endless days at the marvel of amazing melodies, beautiful strings of words and hunting for more things to blow our mind

6.someone that is able to inspire,move and motivate me, because i'm a lousy self motivator so it'd be nice to lean on someone while they lean on you. it takes one to have the other.

7.someone that knows me through and through so she'd keep me grounded when i lose my way and i'm not myself, holding on and believing in me when i doubt myself.

8.someone that's confident, independent but not vain, strong but sensitive , i could go on and on but sometimes its the smallest of things the counts and its the smallest of things that makes someone so very special when you discover it, i'll let you know when i know then.

9. and oh someone that's good with spelling and needs correct all the mistake she sees. bcuz i sux wit teh spilling n nids a spillchecker.

i won't be tagging anyone because for one all the people i know that has a blog have already been tagged and, yeah thats reason enough.

this doubt is screaming is my face,
in this familiar place sheltered and concealed,
and if this night won't let me rest don't let me second guess what i know to be real,
put away all i know for tonight,
and maybe i just might,
learn to let it go,
take my security from me,
then maybe finally,
i won't have to know everything,

i got nothing left to defend
tho i cannot pretend
that everything makes sense
but does it really matter now?
if i do not know how
to figure this thing out.

i'm against myself again
trying to fit these pieces in
walking on a cloud of dust tryin to get to you

chadamlives.

Chadam is a character by alex pardee originally designed for the band The Used as an icon of imagination. Chadam's story got so popular over the internet it's going to be made into a 22 series 3D animation by warner bros. for more info click on the alex pardee link. if you like to know more about the story of chadam you could visit www.myspace.com/chadamlives

keepmoving

There are traces of the people
And the faces I have known
As the bus stops at the building
The place that I called home
Thought I'd left forever
Never thought that I'd return
But everyday, I make my way
I guess I never learn

I never meant to hurt you
No matter what I said
I never did desert you
You are still inside my head
The earth will keep on turning
The sun will always rise
Don't know why, seems like I
I'm always so surprised

I can't sleep at night
Life is black and white
And all I can do
In a world without you
Is keep moving
Keep moving
Is keep moving
Keep moving

I'm living, but I'm nowhere
Wondering what to do
I know that I am someone
But I can't remember who
Words are never simple

And looking back in time
Has only shown me what I know
There's nothing left that's mine

Staring at the skyline
The light is almost through
It's going out of focus
It's breaking into two
So I leave again like always
And I try to find my way
It'll be awhile, but I know I'll
Be coming back someday

I can't sleep at night
Life is black and white
And all I can do
In a world without you
Is keep moving
Keep moving
Is keep moving
Keep moving
words by - Ivy

save room

Say that you'll stay a little
dont say bye-bye tonight
say you'll be mine
just a little bit of love
is worth a moment of your time.
Knockin' on your door just a little
it's so cold outside tonight
let's get a fire burning
oh I know I'll keep it burning bright
if your stay, wont you save, save

Save room for my love
Save room for a moment to be with me
Save room for my love
Save a little, save a little for me
Won't you save a little
Save a little for me

This just might hurt a little
love hurts sometimes when you do it right
dont be afraid of a little bit of pain
pleasure is on the other side.
Let down your guard just a little
i'll keep you safe in these arms of mine
hold on to me pretty baby
you will see I can be all you need if you stay
won't you save, save

Oh c'mon, make time to live a little
don't let this moment slip by tonight
you'll never know what you're missing
'till you try, ill keep you satisfied if you stay
won't you save, save
words by- John Legend