If you feel shitty lately you should try settin this as your desktop background. it doesnt make much sense to me but it makes me laugh/smile everytime i see it. cute. =B

nothing hurts now

There was a time, you make me believe, that I'd receive
Something that would hold, & wouldn't leave me cold
& there was a line you made me cross,
So the two of us would have the strength to bare,
The crosses we couldn't share

But nothing hurts now, that didn't hurt before
So I won't pretend that it was the end of the world
Cause nothing hurts now

There was a time, I made you smile, & for a while
I was beautiful to you, I was beautiful like you
But these things often pass, & for you they just wouldn't last
So I was first to know, when you had to go

But nothing hurts now, that didn't hurt before
So I won't pretend that it was the end of the world
Cause nothing hurts now

words by- Magnet

rush

Guess i'm just a gust of wind
Moved on quickly
Almost unoticed
But quite powerful
Our rush could easily have blown
Your defenses down
Could easily have blown
Your defenses down
Did you hear me whispering Hello
Did you see me waving goodbye?
Did you notice...
that I didn't cry
I guess I just brushed through your mind
More gently
Than I intended to
Not fresh enough
Just a breeze
I can make you fly
High
I can make you fly
High
Did you hear me whispering hello
Did you see me waving goodbye
Did you notice...
That I didn't cry
Your taste I don't mind
It was worth the try
And though uninvited
I came by
Did you notice...
That I didn't cry
words by- Ingvild Hasund

the pacemaker

Slow down the pace,
I have never known me this out of place
If stupid acting dumb, is the shape of things to come
And I ad up that sum
Then this is where I can't get back from

Take my hand, I will follow,
Only you can slow this down
Take my hand and I will mellow,
'Cause only you can hold me like a torniquet,
And make me stay, here with you

No ego left to bruise,
at least there's something good in most bad news
I just don't want to cruise
With anyone of the young dudes
'Cause round for round,
only uncool will travel on gravel ground

So take my hand, I will follow
Only you can slow this down
Take my hand and I will mellow,
'Cause only you can slow this down
You can slow this down

So take my hand, I will follow
Only you can slow this down
Take my hand and I will mellow,
'Cause only you can hold me like a torniquet,
And make me stay, here with you
words by -Magnet

hell of a start.

If you watch football and if you're a Man Utd fan, i bet you're shaking already. Week 2 and not only did we not to manage get a single win while Chelsea clocked in 2 wins already, we've lost Wayne Rooney for 2 months due to leg injury and now Cristiano Ronaldo for 3 games, 2 of our biggest player gone when we need them the most now to jump start our game after stuttering the last 2. Not quite the start i was hoping for this season but it's alrite Tevez put up a good show last night filling in for Rooney, i think we'd grind it out and come good when all our players are back namely Gary Neville and Luis Saha.

fine again

It seems like every day’s the same
and I’m left to discover on my own
It seems like everything is gray
and there’s no color to behold
They say it’s over and I’m fine again, yeah
Try to stay sober feels like I’m dying here

And I am aware now of how
everything’s gonna be fine one day
Too late, I’m in hell I am prepared now,
seems everyone’s gonna be fine
One day too late, just as well

I feel the dream in me expire
and there’s no one left to blame it on
I hear you label me a liar
‘cause I can’t seem to get this through
You say it’s over, I can sigh again, yeah
Why try to stay sober when I’m dying here

And I am aware now of how
everything’s gonna be fine one day
Too late, I’m in hell
I am prepared now,
seems everyone’s gonna be fine
One day too late; just as well

And I’m not scared now.
I must assure you,
you’re never gonna get away
And I’m not scared now.
And I’m not scared now. No…

I am aware now of how
everything’s gonna be fine one day
Too late, I’m in hell
I am prepared now
seems everyone’s gonna be fine
One day too late, just as well
I am prepared now,
seems everything’s gonna be fine for me
For me; for myself.
For me, for me, for myself
For me, for me, for myself
words by- Seether

It's been awhile

My term ends this Tuesday and all the shit for the past 3 months can be put to rest, sigh as much as i want to I'm not actually in that much of a mood to write I don't know why, just feel..bleak, not that i'm too sure what it was that i wanted to say, there's just a void i don't know how to fill, i've keep myself busy rather well, but as this sem is drawing to an end i can't help but wonder with all the free time i'm going to have soon will I mutilate my self once again as my thoughts are allowed to manifest upon them self, It's been awhile though..

And it's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been awhile
Since I first saw you
And it's been awhile
Since I could stand on my own two feet again
And it's been awhile
Since I could call you

And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've stretched myself beyond my means

And it's been awhile
Since I can say that I wasn't addicted
And it's been awhile
Since I can say I love myself as well
And it's been awhile
Since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do
And it's been awhile
But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you

And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've gone and fucked things up again

Why must I feel this way?
Just make this go away
Just one more peaceful day!

And it's been awhile
Since I could look at myself straight
And it's been awhile
Since I said I'm sorry
And it's been awhile
Since I've seen the way the candles light your face
And it's been awhile
But I can still remember just the way you taste

And it's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been awhile
Since I said I'm sorry

words by - Staind

the crying tree of mercury

This is the song I've been singing my whole life
I've been waiting like a knife
To cut open your heart
And bleed my soul to you
I did it all for you
You and you and you and you
This is the sound I've been making my whole life
I've been waiting for this night
To clear up all the talk
Althought I'm selfish to a fault
Is it selfish it's you I want
You I did it all for you
This love will stand as long as you
There's really no excuse
I did it all for you
These are the tears I've been crying my whole life
Like an ocean of desire
I'm reaching thru the noise
Across the dusk of time
Within the lilting lies
I am singing out to you

words by- Smashing Pumpkins

hollow years

He's just the kind of man
You hear about
Who leaves his family for
An easy out
They never saw the signs
He never said a word
He couldn't take another day

Carry me to the shoreline
Bury me in the sand
Walk me across the water
And maybe you'll understand

Once the stone
You're crawling under
Is lifted off your shoulders
Once the cloud that's raining
Over your head disappears
The noise that you'll hear
Is the crashing down of hollow years

She's not the kind of girl
You hear about
She'll never want another
She'll never be without
She'll give you all the signs
She'll tell you everything
Then turn around and walk away

Carry me to the shoreline
Bury me in the sand
(Into the waves)
Walk me across the water
And maybe you'll understand
words by- dream theater

got the life

if you've known me for awhile you'd probly know I'am prone to fucking up my phone's screens, everyone still remembers my 3100 with a self drawn background, and more recently my z520i which flips out like mad and the screen can go scrolling of the sides and stuff looking like a gnarly mini jackpot machine, however its a bitch to write smses with in spite of how cool it is to show people your sick screen. I got that fixed like last dec and woop pi doo it's screwed up again. So i've managed to screw up candy bar phones, flip phones so lets see, i think i'd tap into the realm of slide phones baby, 3rd time's a charm rite? ;B behold the S500i ( i never know what the i at the back stands for. is there a diff between have an i at the back and not?)

in repair

Too many shadows in my room
Too many hours in this midnight
Too many corners in my mind
So much to do to set my heart right
Oh it's taking so long i could be wrong, i could be ready
Oh but if i take my heart's advice
I should assume it's still unsteady
I am in repair, i am in repair

Stood on the corner for a while
To wait for the wind to blow down on me
Hoping it takes with it my old ways
And brings some brand new luck upon me
Oh it's taking so long i could be wrong, i could be ready
Oh but if i take my heart's advice
I should assume it's still unsteady
I am in repair, i am in repair

And now i'm walking in the park
All of the birds they dance below me
Maybe when things turn green again
It will be good to say you know me

Oh it's taking so long i could be wrong, i could be ready
Oh but if i take my heart's advice
I should assume it's still unsteady
Oh i'm never really ready, yeah, oh, i'm never really ready
I'm in repair, i'm not together but i'm getting there
words by-john mayer

in time

All the words are calling
Got time on my own
There's no destination
Wondering whether I'll feel it again

Keep my hands off the wheel
'Cause there's nowhere else to go

Take some time
Just hang around awhile
Like to sit this silent moment out
I don't want to lose or let you down
Time's just gonna change itself around

The autumn leaves are falling
Falling down on me
And there's nothing I can do
And there's nothing I can say
That's gonna change the way I feel

Keep my hands off the wheel
'Cause there's nowhere else to go

Take some time
Just hang around awhile
Like to sit this silent moment out
I don't want to lose or let you down
Time's just gonna change itself around

Take this time
Just hang around awhile
Like to sit this silent moment out
I don't wanna lose or let you down
Time's just gonna change itself
Change itself around

I feel it's true
All alone without you
I feel it's true
'Cause you're running with the wind
And you're running with your life
Won't you come inside
words by-zero7

my beating heart baby

here's somtin stupid/funny my friend sent me awhile ago. love is sensation caused by temptation a guy stick his dick into girl's location to increase the population for the next generation avoid penetration for the satisfaction do u need further explaination or u need a demostration? lol funny to some awfull to others i guess

Baby is this love for real?
Let me in your arms to feel
the beating of your heart baby.
The beating of your heart baby.

In spite of you,
even out of view,
still I love all of you.
I do. Yeah..
words by -head automatica

shoot frank

One last vein to poke made it too dark to see this
Scenery slips then line up to go in the ground and leave us
So repeat this till I'm sick and I won't feed this
To my little girl who kept me in this world to beat this
As a little kid taught to follow Jesus
Get to the front of the line I'm bein' lead by elitists
So when I speak words that I don't mean
It's like I'm only in a cloud to wonder what serene is
Unable to wake and delete the reasons
Or be the same bed I made up to sleep with demons
Whether sick sane of a pattern repeated
If I spit pain I knew how to relieve it
If at sixteen I had started to treat it
Till my shit changed whether or not I would need it
To trace back to the face before the fetus
If the departure was wrong from the gate then she is

Trigger finger itch
The son of a snitch
I'm the rat's favorite son
Last to pal and cut
Slit to bleed the rust
By the last heart I've won
We roll under covers waiting
I've tied off a limb debating
If all of the names forsaken
Spell out what I'm takin'
Watching the skin pop
I would do anything to
Tell you what I've been late to
Fix up my head and escape to
Where I can rest my eyes

The sun says wake up with a beam in my eyes
Clutchin' the bed like she's still by my side part of me died
Even when I prescribed still just to be ostracized
'Cuz she don't really know if she wants to ride or drive
While no nooses long enough to hang my excuses
Whether I'm dead, gun to my head, or reclusive
The end is close almost no need for money
Yet when I wished for death nobody took my life from me
If I cannot see what's right in front of me
And the lights on there still wouldn't be enough to leave
I fixed me when I broke the aggression
But I'm still attracted to my beautiful depression
If I felt emotions I learned to suppress 'em
Till I'm ready to sleep I'll have found a place to rest then
No thanks to angst I learned my lesson
And can erase the face that can't answer the questions

Trigger finger itch the son of a snitch
I'm the rat's favorite son
And by the time I'm back
That heart that beats so black
Let it shine like his gun
We roll under covers waiting
I've tied off a limb debating
If all of the names forsaken
Spell out what I'm taking
Watching the skin pop
words by - cage (feat darryl palumbo)

o.lover

What's the worst thing that could happen?
We could change our minds.
That seems to be the hottest topic at this time.
We're sitting around in the meditation, dragging, chasing,
Wonderin?whose holdin?whose got the will to draw the line.

I know you've got something burning up inside,
It's so unhealthy but so good for me, oh!
Said if I didn't know, and if I didn't know, well if I didn't know that you loved me would you tempt me?
Well God only knows our contradiction's to quitting, is a hate to love relationship thing.
A fire under you is so fulfilling,
I fear there's nothing more.

I'm giving, giving you, the choke hold,
My flirting with disaster is modern love.
Ugggh you, you're so bold,
My wanting to kiss you still is not enough.
I'm getting over, all the comments.
Unfriendly statements made by people are nonsense.
I'm getting stronger, by the minute.
And once I slip into position I'll swing you and turn you all around.

You are the sweetest thing I've found since whenever,
You're the only way my time is measured.
You might be the silent type,
But your advertising louder now.
It's crazy how you're killing me.
Woo, you're killing me, but I like your

Red top and matching bottoms.
You know the one, the ones you got on,
Pull them over your skinny self
But don't cover your tattoo.
Woo, cause I like to look at you, yeah,
I love that smell on you,
And I got your special place against this face for tasting too.

And I like it natural,
No need for chemicals.
Sparkening up my senses
You're making it sense
You're calling it sexual.

And you're going to get yours, my lady.
Might even be today.
And it ain't no thing 'cause I'll be rolling right along with you-woo-woo.

You are the sweetest thing I've found since whenever.
You're the only way my time is measured.
You might be the silent type.
But you're advertising louder now.
It's crazy how you're killing me.
And give us both a break.
And to give us back a taste when the way things were before they made the laws,
And to give us both a chance,
But it won't be the last romance cause when the weekend starts the guilty party's on.

words by - Jason Mraz

feel

Come and hold my hand
I wanna contact the living
Not sure I understand
This role I've been given
I sit and talk to God
And he just laughs at my plans
My head speaks a language
I don't understand

I just wanna feel
Real love feel the home that I live in
Cos I got too much life
Running through my veins
Going to waste
I don't wanna die
But I ain't keen on living either
Before I fall in love
I'm preparing to leave her

Scare myself to death
That's why I keep on running
Before I've arrived
I can see myself coming
I just wanna feel
Real love feel the home that I live in
Cos I got too much life
Running through my veins
Going to waste
And I need to feel
Real love and the love ever after
I can not get enough

I just wanna feel
Real love feel the home that I live in
I got too much love
Running through my veins
To go to waste

I just wanna feel
Real love and the love ever after
There's a hole in my soul
You can see it in my face
It's a real big place
words by - robbie williams