my stupid mouth
When I think about it i often question myself why I have the need to question everything. Not just everything to do with me even everything has next to no relation with me. Why do I bother with things I need not bother with why do i delve into things I don't really actually care for. Why am I even bothering to write this down, I need to vent i guess.
Other then that I also like to think or rather i don't think it i just act as though i know a lot or know better then people with no actual intention of illustrating such facts. If you tell me about something cool that i already know off and probably did some research on, chances are i'd tell you that there is something better, like for instance if you tell me how cool a new Nokia phone is and you plan to buy one,chances are I'd tell how much cooler an Iphone is and rant on about it giving you 57 reasons why the Iphone beats the Nokia phone so badly, which often times lead to people thinking I'm just trying to out-do them or down play what ever their views are on.
Well pardon me for sharing then, I'm absurd in that way i guess. When i beg to differ i guess i go way out to show people why. Which is a waste of effort and time most of the time cause people already would have made up their minds on their views and you can throw them 825001 reasons on why you're right plus a PB&J sandwich,you're still gonna be wrong no matter what, well I could be wrong 825001 over but at the end of the day the question is why bother? I'm tired of debating already, If I'm right and you're right who's wrong then?
'I'm never speaking up again it only hurts me'
'I rather be a mystery then she desert me'
'Oh I'm never speaking up again, starting now'
'One more thing'
'Why is it my fault?'
'So maybe I try too hard'
'But it's all because of this desire'
'I just wanna be liked'
'I just wanna be funny'
'Looks like the jokes on me'
'So call me captain backfire'
words by - John Mayer
4 comments:
i wonder as i read your story, has someone told you 800 reasons why you are how you are and how it would be much better for you to shut up and stop debating about every little thing? im not trying to be rude or anything,i just feel how you feel, i projected myself in the story about how people have made their minds and there is no absolute way of making them change it,theres just a point when you try and try and try.. and you are just fighting with a wall,and at the end of the day, you say: "maybe.. its not even worth it"... why am i wasting my time??.. keep writing.=)
lol. words thats totally what iam tryin to say =]
sometimes agreeing to disagreeing works. why be adamant about changing opinions? why not state your views and leave it to be weighed upon? change or no change, just as long as you've stated your peace =)
love,
tiff
word. =]
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