consequence

there's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
consuming, confusing, this lack of self control i fear is never ending
controlling, i can't seem to find myself again, my walls are closing in
doubt the sense of confidence I'm convince that it's just too much pressure to take
i felt this way before so insecure!
discomfort endlessly has pull itself upon me
distracting, reacting, against my will i stand beside my own reflection
its haunting how i cant seem to find myself again.
crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing what is real?
-words by Linkin Park

this is why i loved linkinpark. i relate to this so much now.